Today I’m feeling that there are many possible things that I can do, and I don’t feel bad about doing them. I don’t feel excited either, but there’s a bit more of positive motivation going on. I think it’s because I haven’t been using bad motivation for a few days. It’s not a new state of mind, and I wonder what could come next, if I keep using only good (i.e. pleasant) motivation.
Yesterday, I started reading about graphic design, and found a nice game. And today, I started reading a book about typography. I’m really glad that I’m doing that, because it’s like a breath of fresh air to be learning about something new. The thing that bothers me though is that reading that book takes effort and I dislike that. I also notice that I’m starting to use bad motivation of “It’s good for my career” to start reading the book :( I also noticed that I switch to bad motivation while I’m reading the book, no wonder I don’t want to continue reading it.
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